Gay bar london soho

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Of course I know that good looking people have things easier in some ways and get attention but Jesus. It's not until now that I've realised just how relentless the attention someone that looks like him gets. He is just one of those genetically blessed people. I can walk around Soho in London see his photos in shop windows. He does modelling work, he gets booked for all kind of jobs and appearances based solely on his looks. When I say he is good looking this isn't just me in lovey-dovey mode. He really could not do more at present to make me feel good about myself.Īnd yet.the fact he is objectively extremely good looking is kind of exhausting. There is no question in my mind that he finds me very attractive and I do not feel insecure in how he feels about me at all. He constantly lifts me up, is really complimentary, thoughtful, we share lots of interests, have similar senses of humour, good sex life. I've been dating a guy for quite a few months now. That isn't my intention, I'm just struggling a little with someone I'm dating where I feel like I'm punching way above my weight in terms of looks and how it is exacerbating some mental health issues I've had my whole life. Firstly, sorry if this comes off as a stealth bragging thread.

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